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2010-02-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

did you ever think
did you ever dream
that you'd be here baby?
its just unbelievable yet true
listen to your heart,
cause it never lies.
your mind cant stop you from loving someone,
when your heart still does.
nothing can change when your heart still beat the same.
making every single moment worth every sweat.
breaking a trust is way easier than building one.
so once there's trust,
you just got to take real good care of it.

2009-12-29T16:09:00.004+08:00

you can have the best of me
forget what i want
you're all that i need
you've got it going on
and i've gotta say
you got the rhythm that i wont forget

2009-12-13T13:07:00.003+08:00

i thought

of you again, just like every day

i miss you more than you probably care
more than i ever show to you.

2009-11-22T16:04:00.003+08:00

i’m just trying not to think as much as i used to
cause "NEVER" is a lonely little messed up word
maybe i’ll get it right some day
for the first time in a long time i can say
that i want to try
i feel helpless for the most part
but I’m learning to open my eyes
i’m gonna try
to get better and overcome each moment
in my own way
and i’ll do whatever it takes
even if it kills me.

Life seem fine so far.
kinda feel happy about how things are right now.
suddenly i miss school.
dont know why out of the blue im missing school.
WEIRD

2009-09-23T12:27:00.006+08:00

whenever situations allows me to stay where i am, i'll stay.
cause i know somehow this is the only chance
i get to see/do things that will put a smile to your face.
till its goodbye.
so i'll avoid all the negatives
and attract all the positives.
i'll make myself understand what i need to understand.
sometime i wish goodbyes dont exist at all.
along the way i learn something,
you'll only learn/realize things when you're hurt.
these thoughts have been running through my mind lately.
i hate this feelings & the thinkings.

it feels like so long that i havent seen you guys.
i miss the small talks/jokes we share.
i miss bubbling with you guys.
i miss fooling around with you guys.
lets go for a date, shall we cuppycakes?????????
cuppycakes, i love US.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I MISS YOU!
i miss IEU.
(we have such a great bond)
i have a great time when we have outings =D
i dont want it to end!
& lastly i miss everyone.

2009-08-15T13:47:00.004+08:00

can you tell me theres more to live for

can you show me theres more than this
when the sunlight goes away
i will miss another day
show me another way out
if i had it all, i would lose direction
if i had it all, i'd forget how to crawl
if i had it all, i'd fall back to yesterday
IF I HAD IT ALL.

i wish not only to see you.
but i wish that i could read whats inside of you.
imymoomoo

2009-08-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

i'd rather watch the moon alone than
squeezing ass through the crowd just to catch the fireworks.
theres only one reason to it &
its you.
it reminds me alot about you.
& the best part is,
it never fail to make me smile =)

2009-07-28T17:08:00.004+08:00

wait.

im feeling it again.
reminds me of the times when you're around.
i told myself once too many times.
i'd never be good.
i'd never be brave.
how the hell do i get rid of egos.
how the hell can i find that courage.
im not above nor below.
im who i am.
i have troubles i hide.
and emotions that i cry.
and im not always strong everyday and every time.
but i'll try to get it through,
i'll do just fine.
cant you see?
cant you feel?
we cant ask for the feelings that exist to stay or go.
but the feelings will tend to grow naturally on its own
and the feelings will "move" on its own.
but if the feeling stays, its just how we really feel.
it just wont go, cause i still feel, its still hanging around me.
cant expect anything much right now.
i guess i should be thankful/greatful of what i have now.
and treasure every seconds spent.

2009-07-20T11:32:00.003+08:00

those feelings still exist, they went nowhere.

you know it's true.
im still here, hanging around.
should i hang around ,or am i wrong
i'm not that strong.
i know that it's wrong but i'm too blind and i can't see
i just happened to feel it.

you see this time it goes by fast
the best things in life can't always last
so spend it right it might be your last time
to think to see what's wrong and right
to live to find what's deep inside
it's all part of life.

i swear I miss you, more than anything.just cant stop missing you. wanna hold you close in my arms.

2009-07-11T19:34:00.004+08:00

i admit,
i miss seeing your face babe.
im trying to make things up, for a change.
i need words along with actions.
without actions, i guess it'll be pretty useless.
i'm giving it a try!
whatever the outcome is,
im willing to take a risk.
hahahahahahahahahahaha.

i said i'd never forget your face
vaulted away inside my head
and memories never seem to fade
you were the best part of my life,
my last regret

2009-07-02T12:03:00.004+08:00

i dont why i feel this way.
i dont know why i've been thinking about you lately.

2009-06-01T19:48:00.002+08:00

i'm running down the road
with a bottle in my hand
don't know what i'm doing
i think i'm going mad
trying to tell myself that i'll be ok
that's what i tell myself every single day

you.

2009-05-06T18:32:00.004+08:00

Sorry, I'm not the type of person who will always make the first move and tell you how much I care for you but you never appreciate everything Ive done for you. The sacrifices I make, just to see you smile, just to see your face, to cheer you up when all else falls down on you.

however, you choose to go on another path and leave me hanging.

This is so heartbreaking, I feel so used by someone.

on a lighter note, I hope you remember your words that you have said about changing.

2009-04-28T18:11:00.003+08:00

the first to come to my mind and the last one to be forgotten.
its you

2009-04-02T22:35:00.005+08:00

now i wonder................
if you really mean the words you've said to me
sometimes you forget what you've said to me just like that.
leaving question marks on my head.

why does everything we care for wither?
into a question we cant answer?
are we getting better ?
are we growing all the time?
or have we reached the end of all we'll ever find?
another heartache, another question

- SIGHS -

2009-03-21T18:00:00.004+08:00

do you even know
you make me so happy
well im at a loss for words

what can i say
what can i do
to let you know
how much i treasure you

2009-03-08T13:08:00.004+08:00

sob.lock.cry.complain.buy ticket.
say im rude yadayadapapaya.
fuck off la.
IM NOT APOLOGISING!
mom,dad this is one of the reason i hate being at home.
sorry.sorry.sorry.

on the brighter note :
im sincerely happy when i spent my time with someone =)
its like i'll stop thinking about my problems.
weeheehee.
you make me feel so light =D
harder than you know

2009-02-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

no its not all a dream
you know you have to reach inside
gotta try to believe

i choose to stay because i felt something.

2009-02-02T01:09:00.001+08:00

why am i always searching for you?
*scratch head*

my head is so bloody fucking heavy!!!

PHCUK!

on a brighter note,
im still smiling.

2009-01-17T19:52:00.003+08:00

you're sucha loser.
but i still treat you as a friend.
n now i began to see that u got no balls.

24,25 & 26 will be having a family(dad' side) chalet.
definitely cant wait.
and tmr i have to attend a briefing.
as im gonna work at ZOO for 2-3 days.
so yea.
but currently have no stable part time job =(

nowadays have been goin out after school n stuff.
im TIRED.
but i sure had alot of fun.
hehe.

oh & tmr probably going out.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-01-07T00:13:00.001+08:00

stop looking down on me fucker.

ok lets start proper.
its been a while since i last update.
im busy la.
& im STILL sick.came back from KL till now
im not fully recovery.
hopefully i dont die tomorrow or something.
look, its ~~2009~~.
but i dont feel like it.
lots of things happened.
some are just unforgettable.
in fact its still FRESH in my mind.
& i swear i miss those times.
those were the times i felt sincerely happy.
heeh.
i wish we could start all over.
any possibility?

its first week of school,
& i've problems ready.how?
sucha turn off mann.
booooooooooooooooooo!!!
there are some reasons
why i dont feel like going to school =(
oh & i told mom that i dont wana further my studies
in poly after ite.
i know deep down inside shes disappointed.
im truly sorry mom.

im gonna change job soon.
no more selling of chickens & disturbing customers.
gonna miss those situations & all.
BUT
i need a better job!
i want a better pay!
because i need money to do lots of stuff.
& furthermore i want to lighten my mom's burden.

& below are some of my so called ambitions
(i know it so not gonna happened)
-__________-

1st: becoming an undercover officer & catch those bloody criminals.
2nd: becoming a HSA officer & catch those bloody underage smokers!!!
& those people who are in possession of contra-band cigarettes!!!
3rd: becoming an officer whose duty is to CANE the prisoners!!!

the above are just angan-angan taik ayam.
LOL.

here's the real deal
my dream ambition
IS
to become a chef
& have my own stall/restaurant.

hopefully my dream ambition
will turn into reality.

its 7th JANUaRY.
someone has legally turned 18 today!
i would like to wish my dearest friend
HAPPY SMASHING 18th BIRTHDAY!

opppppppssssss.
sorry i grab your picture without asking.
dont be angry ok.
its your birthday!
hehe.

a note for you:
wish you all the best in everything you do!
wish you best of luck for your 'O's' this year.
most importantly have a blast on your big day yeah.
keep smiling & be happy.
dont lie to yourself & pretend.it'll hurt more.
face & overcome all your problems.i know you can.
be strong wokie!!!
i know you're one strong woman.
you're 18th.
you're no longer that little girl.
you're worth so much more ok friend=)
anything you can beepbeepbeep me oryte;)

2008-12-20T04:03:00.003+08:00

that smile...
is it for real or just fake?

well its 4am now.
& im still awake.
haha.
i had fun today at work.
intisar doing the kuda kepang dance after work.
made nazree & me laugh a lot.
making faces & dancing behind other people's back are sure a fun thing to do.
after work,
lepak around BBE.
standard jugak.
haha.
today waited for manager to end work.
because we wanted to eat.
so decided to setttledown at bukit timah area.
he ended his work like around 1am.
me,in,din,nazree & chee kiong the manager
took cab to bukit timah.
after eating we headed home.
me,nazree & chee kiong took cab.
while din & in took bike home.
reached home around 2am plus.
had my shower.
& here i am infornt of my com.
now im just waiting for everyone to get ready.
& im off to KL.
dont you bastards & bitches miss me yea.
haha

2008-12-19T13:10:00.004+08:00

yesterday i had work.
after work decided to go west mall
with intisar & nora.
we walked there.
on the way,
nora,
like usual find victim to play around with.
we target those people with that sardine face.
haha.
these are the questions we asked
"excuse me, where is blk 187?"
"excuse me, where is blk 123?"
"excuse me, where is blk 407?"
"excuse me, where is the mrt station?"
"excuse me, where is WEST MALL?"

after asking they will point to the direction that will lead us to the destination we wanted to go.
but guess what we did.
instead of walking where they pointed,
we walk the opposite direction.
kinda bastard.
with that blur face we put on when asking n everything.

the funny thing is we reached west mall.
we were already in the shopping centre.
we can still ask people
"excuse me sir/mdm, where is west mall?"
& they replied
"u are at west mall"
& they will tend to giggle.

orang ingat kiter bodoh
tapi sebenarnye dorang yg diperbodohkan.

haha.
i had a good laugh yesterday.

ok.gtg.meeting intisar earlier before work.
now i gotta pack my stuff for KL.
im so lazy.
can i just buy my clothings n everything there?
lol
meeting that bacin ERIN LIEW after work!
dont be late uh you!
makesure before 11pm you are there waiting for me.

heeh

2008-12-10T17:12:00.003+08:00

so much for trusting & caring for you.
get all worried about you n stuff.
when that someone mean so much to you,
but you mean nth to that someone.
its hurtful
but hey!im good, im fine.
so yea=)
just a lil upset though.
FYI,
i had your picture in my wallet, not anymore.
thanks for every single time spent =)
take care take care of yourself man.

gtg.shit im late!
meeting IN LALALA at 5.15.
now its 5.15 & im still at home.haha.
i'll edit tiz post when i get back or sth.

post edited
so i reached BBE around 5.45.
sorry IN, im late as usual.
hehe.
lepak there for awhile.
she felt hungry
so decided to go burger king & makan.
we took so long just to finish A MEAL.
talking crap while eating is sure a fun thing to do.
hoho.
every single sentence she'll end it with LA.
so after that head back to BBE & lepak la.
met the others there la.
we waited for IVAN the ah beng to smoke break la.
then you noe i know la.
left the place arnd 10 plus la
because gtg JB with my parents laa.

2008-12-09T11:28:00.007+08:00

so many things happened.
BIATCHE dumbell-oo!
everythings changing.
SUCKS!
people who you thought were your true friends.
they are actually not.
they can hit you real hard behind your back.
a bullet that has hit my heart, causing it to bleed.
well, i dont care anymore laa.
because i believe in DOOMSDAY.
so here i am living my life.
being naturally happy or forcing to be happy.
it doesnt really matter.
the end product that you'll be getting
is seeing me smiling/laughing & getting retarded/foolish.
woohhooooooooooooooo.

& now let me introduce you to this history in the making girl;
PeiPei Tan

we're always late.
but we're still happy happy people.
& we got small sepet eyes =]

LET'S FLOAT AWAY & DIE!!!

im S-I-C-K.
pray for me people that i'll get well soon
so that i wont die in the next 24 hours.
LOL
sometimes i feel that im being used for.

EXPRESSWAY
how the hell to cross?
so many incoming cars.
but i did & here i am still alive.
must be lucky.
da lamer hidop katekan.
lol

2008-12-05T00:33:00.004+08:00

my life gonna be very busy.
cause im working & schooling now.
projects, exams, workloads.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
from now on im just gonna keep myself busy with work, work & more work.
i've been coming late & skipping classes.
can i quit school?
like seriously.
i noe education is so important nowadays.
but i seriously hate words, assignments, exams, projects & snw.
haha!
how?
im not suprised if i get lousy grades.

& i so cant wait for KL trip
& also january JANUARY.
J-A-N-U-A-R-Y!
LETS GET WILD & WASTED SHALL WE.

it doesnt matter if im angry, sad, happy, feeling lousy & sucky
I'LL STILL PUT THAT SMILE
i'll show everyone that im happy on the outside.
ROCK ONN!

i scribble on my book late at night

THANK YOU & SORRY FOR EVERYTHING

2008-11-21T20:00:00.004+08:00

to that someone.
i noe u will read my blog someday again.
so yea.this is for you dearest friend.

never thought that we'll be friends one day
BUT we did somehow.
im glad i had sucha a friend,really.
we were once very very very close.
i wont forget the times we've spent together.
every moment spent with you, is the moment i treasure.
im always very happy whenever you're with me=)
i noe im somehow shy but yea.im sorry.
but now somehow we've drifted away.
i realise its slowly fading.maybe you'll be happy this way.
so be it.hope you're happy now & also in the future=)
i promise not to bother you anymore.
coz i give up but i wont let go.
i'll just walk away & pretend.
as for you just continue to walk ahead, towards the brighter side of life=)
im sure happiness will always be by your side.
do anything that makes you happy yea.
try to kick away that bad habit of yours yea.
take care good of yourself yeah.

but whatever happen, to me you're still my dearest friend.
i maybe nothing/no one to you.
BUT YOU"RE DEFINITELY SOMETHING/SOMEONE to me.
& if ever you look back, i'll will always be here for you.

sometime i wish i never met you.
but i've never regret knowing you

2008-11-17T19:25:00.002+08:00

i was tagged by stupid fucking bitchy raudha the bastard so here are the 10 weird things / habits / little known facts about myself.

1. im crazy yet shy(get close with me & you'll noe.haha!)
2. i get very irritating & noisy when im BORED.(trust me.)
3.i like to do stupid things.(well,it depends actually.huhu=P)
4. i _____ alot wen im down or maybe when i got the money.(haha)
5. i love the scenery =)) the clouds,the moon,the sunsets etc (anything thats nice to my eyes)
6.nowadays im noisy & talk alot of nonsense.not serious most of the time;)
7. im a lazy lazy lazy bump bump bump.(what you say?)
8. trust me when i say my sense of directions sucks.LIKE alot.(really!)
9. i prefer to keep somethings to myself.(im sensitive sometimes.u cant really tell actually)
10. and i think of you before i go to sleep.imy friend.(guess who?im not gonna say.)

if you like to do this, 10 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourslf.
just do it aite.anyone will do yea.YOU!you!you!yes you=)

2008-11-15T13:30:00.004+08:00

yesterday went down to sentosa to meet the ite mates.(SOME)
tot after that i can meet them at sentosa straight.
but last min change of plan due to the weather & stuff.
brought extra clothings all then change of plan.
arrrrgggghhhhhhhhhh.
but its ok i still love them.
so i met ee-shark, fahmi, haider, kok wei, K.A, huda, shikin & last but not least si kecik, FAHEEZAH.
haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
da tua ehk org tu.
da tak teenagers lg.
haha.tp tkpe you still look young & cheerful as ever =)
young at heart ok;)
we went to catch a movie, QUANTUM OF SOLACE.
full of actions.
overall the movie was ok la.
after that head down to SENTOSA.
to catch songs of the sea.
ppsstt it was f.o.c.
thanks to andrea.
before that we manage to experience the skyride & luge.
FUN.GEREK.
thanks ee-shark & faheezah.(you noe i noe)
heee=)

hilya says i got 2 tpye of face
1st - the tersenge-senge face
2nd - the sad face

sometimes i wonder, why i'm still waiting
sometimes i'm shaking, that's how you make me
sometimes i question why i'm still here
sometimes i think i'm going crazy

2008-11-12T18:32:00.002+08:00

RANDOM

now im gonna do whatever that will make me go crazy.
some say im a happy go lucky person.
some say im dont noe when to be happy.
in other words im happy at the wrong times.
so from people's point of view im a HAPPY person.
but note this, im different on the inside.
but no one noes.
coz i dont wish to tell others im sad or get people to worry about me n stuff.
hahahahahahahahaha.
whatever la.
if u noe me then u noe me.
if u dont then you juz dont.

school was ok.
lessons are never fun.
99.9% = NOT FUN
im crazy today, i admit.
always am.
greatful to have such friends/classmates.

2008-11-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

so today ended skool at 12.
rush home coz i had plan to go cycling wif saiful.
its been preety long since i take my bike for a ride.
haha.
unfortunately it was a bad day.
first i got chase by a fucking dog at lakeside.
it was so fucking close to me.
luckily it did not jump on me.
if not i duno wat will happen.
haha.
anjing sial!
then it started to drizzle n followed by a heavy rain which was accompanied by lightning.
so we got drenched in the rain.
FUN!cycling dalam hujan.
power pe.
i was shivering!haah.
we went to jurong west to mkn.
basah kuyup!wet like mad!
who cares.
after burping we head home.we took the longer route=)
nxt cycling destination will be bukit batok n west coast!

oh n i hate skool becoz of the time-table.
i only like BZC but not the rest.
i tink im not gonna do that well tiz semester but i will try my best yea.

i cant wait to get my driving license next year.

2008-10-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

today had xtreme fiesta at yishun.
was not that bad afterall.
had fun climbing so called "rock climbing".
was in charge but den cabut half way.
didnt stay till the end.hehe.

me,doulet,nadiah and saiful took a bus to queenstown.
wanted to go in to this queenstown superbowl abandoned place but we some how didnt managed to do it bcoz of some reasons.hoho.iman tk kuat kot.haha!
mayb we shld try agen someday yea.(i want to!)
after that we took a bus to buona vista.
we went to this railway tracks.
i tot no more train will pass that track but there is.
it really shocked me.
we went down to the tracks n snapped a couple pf pictures.heeeeeeeee.fun fun fun.

goin here and dere was tiring.
but had fun exploring.
we had our break at clementi, ate rojak.
after that head down to guardian to get "laughing gas".
it cost me 12 bucks.
and finally found it.
like at last, entering so many watson n guardian n finally tada!igot it!heeh.
but worth it guess coz it managed to make me laugh like mad.haha.

da ketawe mcm org giler alik uh!
went home n i try it agen.
laugh laugh laugh.
tmr i'll make myself again.=)
dont be scared it wont last that long.
hoho

2008-10-02T18:58:00.002+08:00

my cum GPA = 2.733
i tink tats quite bad.
but wat to do?
i hate to study.
how?
i prefer practical.
heeh

2008-10-01T10:37:00.002+08:00

i noe im not so into raye tiz year.
not in the mood.
but i wud like to wish all my muslims friends n families
SELAMAT HARI RAYE.
sori to ol my wrongs doings towards you.
if i haf done or say sth wrong to u n i bloody haf hurt ur feelings.
im sorry.
from deep down unside my heart IM SORRY.

2008-09-30T01:32:00.001+08:00

im so not looking forward to Wednesday.
not in raya mood like anyone else.
dont ask me why.
haha!

2008-09-29T14:41:00.002+08:00

just got back from KL.
ayam ada bodek tk huh?
(do chickens have balls?)
chocolates come from tree?
how dumb can i be.
haha.
i was being slow/silly/dumb.

3 days there not enough la dey!
not enough time to shopping!
haha.
but bought quite a number of stuff dere.
so overall ok la.
5 tops,a shoe and a cap.
i wan more though.
haha!

otw back to s'pore was kecoh.
we copied lines from the cerita kecoh2 raye.
if u have watch it den u'll noe.
its damn funny.

KITER MAKAN UNTOK HIDUP BUKAN HIDUP UNTUK MAKAN.
makanmakanmakanmakan.
(WE EAT TO LIVE NOT LIVE TO EAT)
eateateateateateateat.

2008-09-20T00:21:00.002+08:00

FCUK!
wat a word to start blogging.
haha.
so ive been busy "selling chickens" these days.
had fun at work with the rest.
joking around wif customer r damn fun esp the kelengs.
haha.
some customers makan mcm anjing.
so messy.
cb!
ystd was damn fun.
isaac was the manager in-charge.

kelengs:'two pic chicken'
isaac:'we got duck n chicken which one u wan?'
kelengs:(muke blur)main anggok je.
isaac:'u wan the female or the male one'
kelengs:i duno which one male which wan female.

haha!i had a good laugh!

2ND INCIDENT.

keleng:shroom burger
isaac:are u the one.the brinda's advertisment.
keleng:huh?i duno.
isaac:are you the one, the actress,vasemthum(duno how to spell)
keleng:still blur.
nora:we are glad to serve you la ma'am.
keleng:huh?
nora:u noe smile.we;re very happy to serve u la ehk.tk phm ehk.gitu la kau.

LOL!fun fun fun.
ok that my working life.

now my life.
haha.
i give up everything, i tink.
work more play more STUDY LESS!
=)

im happy seeing the one i love happy happy.
=)
im a robot with no feelings.
thats how my heart goes now.
so it doesnt matter if its killing me.
at the end i'll still put on a smile for you to see=)

& you stop showing attitude.
U TREAT ME LIKE SHIT I'LL SHOW YO MY ATTITUDE.
FUCKEr!

PPL I'LL RE-LINK YOU ASAP.
& sorry if i MIA.haha

2008-08-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

okie.i feel like updating.
so here it goes.
erm.my life its like my blog.
rotting!
haha.

skool was ok.
lessons are boring,like usual.
standard uh.
i hate books that are too wordy(buku ane yg tak wordy ko blang aku)
if only its pictures that will be gr8.
haha!
n im getting irritated at things.
so yea.

im selenge n clumsy=)
& i have disgusting hair!!!

btw i just heard abt this AMC.
AMC ko its AMG la.haha.
guys can i be part of it?
pretty pls.
huhu.

you can say whateva u want.
its ur say.
i dont really care.
dont try to be the innocent party,
when u haf sth up ur sleeves.

2008-07-15T23:39:00.003+08:00

well someone actually insisted me to update my blog,stating that im still alive.
so here i am screaming out loud that IM STILL ALIVE.
so be wary!haha!

life has been been been....
erm
life just dont seem interesting as i want it to be?
hahaha.
so today OFA class.
3 hrs BURNING IN HELL.
really!
even 1hr of OFA cant keep me still
whats more for 3 freaking hours???!!!
but i enjoy laughing session in OFA.
haha.goddamnit.
im so bad.but who cares.
haha.

okie bye.
update when i want to.
it can be weeks or months.
so just wait la.

haha.

2008-06-01T20:40:00.006+08:00

on behalf of ira :
i know , saying sorry & that she's been busy
is a darn lousy excuse for not updating.
but anw.

read ** :
not wanting to know reasons why i'm helping her
to inform / write / update / .. her blog ,
then move on till below the LONGLONG horizontal line :D
if not, continue reading!

.the best at ruining my life. says:
haha
.the best at ruining my life. says:
i lazy uh
.the best at ruining my life. says:
u update uh for me
.the best at ruining my life. says:
haha
.
.
& the later part of the conversation
.
.
.the best at ruining my life. says:
sae i lazy update
.the best at ruining my life. says:
& i ask sum1 to update for me
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OKAAAAAAAAAY.
you saw the lines already (:
anw .
everyth was from IRA, which was made known to all
- she's plain lazy to update her blog. :/ &
that she has asked me to update for her!
note : it's Nur ERIN Liew ( hakeem's girlfy ) here.
ohwells. what to expect.
im a kind soul at heart,
always willing to help :D
that explains why im here to update!

oh btw.
i shan't blog any further,
just to end a rather short post
IRA'S THE BIGGEST BULLYYYY!

2008-05-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

IM A SPASTIC KIDDO TODAY!
& im loving it!=D=D=D

2008-05-02T14:45:00.002+08:00

!st May.=)))
was shocked & happy.
u noe u noe y.
haha.
random.
sometimes i do feel like im dreaming in my own world.
& tend not wanting to snap out of it.heeh.
bcoz its so so so i dunno.haha
beautiful?haha!

random
even if you dun get what u want at least TRY.
TRY hard.
& now im trying hard.
whatever the outcome will be i dun care.
at least i tried.=).
for now i want to make full use of the time i have.
to be happy.see "others" around me smiling wide=).
the feeling is gr8 i guess.

memories that are sweet shall be buried deep deep down my heart=)

2008-04-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
im sooooooooo soooooooooo sooooooooooo fly.hahahaha.

btw work was fun.
making muffin with the little ones r definitely gr8!
although they make a total mess.
haah.
but they were just so adorable.
i wana do it again.=)).
every mth therez "little chef".
and i wan to be the one whoz watching n helping dem, like todae.haha

2008-04-23T18:41:00.003+08:00

meet QOO,the cousin=)

todae went out wif QOO aftr skool.
met her at BISHAN arnd 1pm.
she was "late"
haha.
then we had a hard time making a decision & end up going to town to mkn.
mkn place; far east plaza,CAHAYA.
n again we didnt noe whr to go after tt.haha!
i must say,
both of us are bad planners.
den end up at BORDERS cafe.
lepak there till 4.15pm.
after that we head home la.abeh!
haha.
MAkan TIME = WASTE TIME.rmbr tht QOO!haha.
while in the train she played psp.
as for me i fall asleep while listening to mp3.
sori QOO!
btw i had fun today!thxs=))
nxt tym pls make a proper plan thank you.
heeh
.

duno wat she trying to do.ahah!

2008-04-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

eh fucker if you hate ur job then QUIT la asshole!
wana complain2!
fuck you la!
if you wana say sth abt me ,say it straight to my face la!!!
stop mumbling to urself!
fucker!
tiz is the reason that i dun called my home,HOME SWEET HOME!

2008-04-18T17:42:00.004+08:00

u cried.so?!i AINT FEELING GUILTY!
ure just damn IRRITATING!!!
im TIRED & i juz cant be bother by ur qns n bla-bing.
for ONCE can u juz SHUT UR DAMN MOUTH!
u said u wana slap me & i give u the permission to.
but then u juz give excuses.bla bla bla.
ure not my anyone ok.
FUCK!if oni i can, not to return HOME.tt would be gr8!
haha!
these few days just sucks!
but when im outta my hse i feel more relax & calm.
how i wish i dun haf to return home.
how i wish parents wont kol me when im not home.
how i wish i dun haf to attend skool.
baaaaaaaaah.
bt all these are impossible i guess,for now.
arent they?

all the things i kept to myself.it hurts me even more.
but i prefer it tt way.=)
so dont bother asking.

2008-04-15T15:43:00.004+08:00

today got to meet up with my CLASS ADVISOR,
MS EMA YUSOF.
she kinda funny uh.
haha.she tld us tt shes strict when it comes to lessons.
so yea.

tmr is the real thing.
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
haiz...
hope its not gonna be BORING.
heeh!

guess what?
i noe my time table alrd!!!
monday starts @ 11 am!tts the best part!
tuesday break time 2 hours oi!
wednesday & thurs lessons end early!wuhoooooooooooo.
& FRI?!hmmmmmm.hate2.2 hours of PE lessons!=((
im not a sporty tpye of person la!
hate to sweat!
haha!

2008-04-14T19:40:00.002+08:00

today was my FIRST day in skool!

haaaaaah!
the orientation thing was kinda boring i guess.
but the performance was gr8 oi!haha.
n my CLASS(IEU)?
hmmmmmmm.can say KECOHH!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.all friendly2.
made quite a no. of friends within my class.
& wat im most happy abt is tt IM IN THE SAME CLASS AS NADIAH.
gerek kepe?!=)))
wahhseyy tmr haf to report at 8.
tts like early la.=((
1 hr journey lg.
bt nvm skola nye psl.
mcm phm.haha!
btw i see minahs here n dere.hoho!

2008-04-12T02:03:00.005+08:00

wah todae had dinner aT 1.15am.haha!

i was on the fone til 12.45.den my stomach was making stupid noises.
so i decided to kol my dad.i was like,
"whr u?im hungry"
dad : "if u wana go mkn ,go down now.im downstairs"
me : "okok!wait"

so he drive me & mom to boon lay.i had NASI LEMAK for dinner.
i am the only one eating sehh.
they down there sleepy2. O.0 den i feel like i shudnt kol dad in the first place.
but i oredi did.i cant possibly turn bck time can i?
haha!
now im full!n i feel good!haahaa

tmr is gonna be a TIRING day for ME,i guess.
by 8.00 i muz leave my hse n head down to BUKIT batok to do CAR WASH.
after that nid to go alter my skool uniform.
n den haf to rush down to my OFFICE to finish up some work
i've left undone b4 leaving my JOB forever!hurhur.
damn!
WHATEVER it is i cant wait for BLOODY SUNDAY!
n im so not redi for skool on MONDAY!
my hair's not black.
no complete set of proper uniform.
n i dun noe wat to bring n all.
i oni noe that i haf to bring two pasport size photos
which i've not SNAP yet!
im juz gonna gamble on monday yea?haha.
god,im hopeless!
LAST MIN!LAST MIN!

i wish i fit in.& make friends easily.
hopefully a fun bunch
will do.ehehehehehe.
& those who HATE NAFA/RUNNING&PE lessons.
coz i hate those!=))
(so we can CABUT together.ooppss!haha.)

2008-04-07T23:14:00.003+08:00

today im a total IDIOT,tts for sure!im an ass.a big time JERK i guess.

im an idiot wrapped in MORON!

ok im done here.SCRAM SCUMBAGS!
haha!SORRY!

2008-04-04T23:03:00.003+08:00

9 days left & back to skool!
cant wait to noe what class im in.haha.
hopefully im in the same class as NAD!
so excited.so lazy.YET cant wait.haha!
wonder whats its like....
hmmmmmmmmmmm.

have to make new friends.

guess its back to sq one.
oh man!boring!

hopefully i fit in SMOOTHLY yeah.ehehehehe.

& i want to see someone so badly now.tralalalalalalalala

2008-03-22T21:41:00.007+08:00

the performance ystd was fast & smooth.
everything went well except the rehearsal part!
someone talk big.then BINGIT!haha.
you know i know.
ahakz.haha.
here are some of the pics;

hawaain kape?haha
habiz muke aku.haha

riha trying hard to ruin ila's face.lol

use everything that u got yea hawa

them

e-iim's family

sis!
ruin by HALIFAH.haha!

candid

blur us

im all set
getting ready

i swear that pants was TIGHT

getting formal

the day ATIKAHH ruin my face.haha!

e-iim's family pt 2

burning rafia

2008-03-21T08:30:00.003+08:00

man!todae is gonna be the day whr all the youth have to do da damn performance thing.
so PAISEH!
& my face is gana be super duper ugly.
Atikahh DONT macam2 uh!
i have no comment for the perfoprmance.gtg .

2008-03-13T00:16:00.003+08:00

corrections ppl.
i might not be in the same class as nad.
coz one of my friend says that mayb the course im in might have a few classes.
baaaaaahhhhhhhh=(

anw NORAIN oso in the same skool!
wow!kecoh!GESPS alumni!haha!

2008-03-09T20:43:00.004+08:00

1 month plus to go & its BACK TO SKOOL yaw!

excited bt also not excited.
haha.
excited because im going to be in the same class as NAD.
& not excited because theres gonna be NAFA TEST AGAIN.
like wth.
haha.
tot after secondary skool no need to RUN & GET SWEATY!
i guess im wrong.
haiz.
& work now started to pile up
& its getting boring!
but its worth it.haahs
money la oi.who dont want.RIGHT?!
haha.

& soon im meeting the ZOO CREW!
missing them lots.
cant wait=D

and to all my CWSS friends;
i wish you all best of luck!!!

2008-03-04T12:38:00.000+08:00

BISHAN it is.

2008-03-02T22:43:00.004+08:00

current thoughts;

must i be the best or among the best?

current feeling;

I DONT FEEL LIKE IT AT ALL=(

current decision;

giving up.

for now, its all for the sake of it.

ppl u dun have to noe what im talking abt.

heeh.

i so need a personal diary of my own.haahs.

& writtin's gonna be my next "HOBBY"?

2008-02-27T21:59:00.007+08:00

some pic taken in HONGKONG.
the rest of the pics is in the other 3 cameras.
esp kak DILA's.haha.
had a gr8 tym in HK with all for them.memories.
had so much fun but tiring coz everyday SHOPPING!
went out early in the morning & came back late at night/morning.
haizzz!
btw HK was damn cold!
its like when u were out on the streets;
everywhere was air-conditioned!
alot of walking BUT no sweat at all!
heeeeeeee

this is what i had for seafood!yum2
HK airport.so much of shopping had been done

once famous?haha

shashimi.RAW but DELICIOUS!

yamato;japanese restaurant

millons of OYSTERS shells

them

DINNER

everybody's hungry

kak dila & me cant be bothered taking pics coz we ARE HUNGRY!

HK street

instead of seaweed it was wrapped with raw salmon!YUM!

flight

HK express train

hard rock

a shop named after BABI?lol

BABILA

flight

2008-02-23T00:01:00.003+08:00

first of all i went bishan campus to appeal for event & management course.
last min change of mind.
its nearer.
sorry MILLER!!!U NOE THE REASONS.
hehe.

anw juz finish packing for HONGKONG trip tmr!
its like so last min.(i hope i dont forget anything)haha.
but hu cares.
& futhermore im SICK!
baik kape?!
& i have to reach terminal 3 at 6.15AM!!!
im down here blogging+ online.haahs.

BUT i still CANT WAIT for the Z.C "renuion"!!!
im planning sth for tt 2 somebody.
so i cant say out here (X
coz i noe buddy will READ my blog!haha
lookingforwardlookingforwardlookingforward!

2008-02-19T23:14:00.003+08:00

so posting results are out today.
& i get INTERGRATED LOGISTIC MANAGEMENT in SIMEI.
haha.
everday see MILLER & KOK WEI again.
haha.but sounds FUN.
we'll see.
but but im gona try appealing at RP-design for interactivity.
i cant seem to appeal for other polys coz i didnt meet the COP for the course i wan.
& furthermore the lecturer says the chances for me to get in r very slim if i were to appeal.
so yea.
so my oni chance to enter poly is in RP.
even if i dont get wat i appeal for,
im still happy coz i was hoping i get intergrated logistic management if i were to get ITE.
& my wish came tru.

whether i get poly or not im still HAPPY!

2008-02-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good
fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak.
Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying.

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get
what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker.Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in
long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

WHATS YOURS?
its 75% TRUe =D
[in my point of view]

2008-02-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

got it BUDDY.thx=)

restaurant in the wild .

miss.miss.miss.

MISSING THE ZOO CREW.

haha!

when we meet LETS TALK N DONT STOP;)

& one more thing,keep the camera rolling aite=)

hehe

work today was gr8 coz i received a red packet from 2nd boss.

weehuuhoo...

feeling excited=))

2008-02-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

for the past three days i had been working at the zoo's restaurant.

dun quite rmbr the name of the restaurant..ahakz.

anw the work was damn tiring.

imagine standing up the whole day for at least 10 hrs.

legs getting all jelly.

MASSAGE NEEDED!

hoho.

but the ppl dere were gr8.

i tink im gonna miss dem=(

minus the MATS N MINAHS.

wakakakakakakakakakakkakakaka.

today was our last day dere(part timers)

n we got our PAY!

haha.

3 days for $186.70.

quite worth it la.hehe.

to my zoo frenz ; lets meet one day aite=)

p.s; ystd one AH-MENG died as she was oredi 50yrs old.

they can live up to the age of 55yrs old maximum.

so yea.

2008-02-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

i dont believe in everything u say; SM/ST square!

sori i take back my words..

haah... =)

anw I MISS MY FRENZ=(

boohoo!

i wish i had lots n lotsa free time!

2008-02-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

before you speak you better THINK!

you're not always ryte u noe.f**k!

i got my reasons for doing all that oi!

wabajabadabanabasabadabahabarabavabacaba!

i tink i better follow what my heart says not others.

& gonna prove them wrong!

whatever you say are less than 50% true.

in others words i dont trust you.

so yea.

hah

2008-01-31T23:32:00.001+08:00

now everyday,after work haf to go down to NUH to visit mom.

mom juz had her OP.

she looks much more better than before.

happy for her that the OP was successful=D

so yea...

cant wait for her presence at HOME.

haha.

TIRED!

anw im so god damn curious abt whr im posted to!

can someone pls tell me.hoohoo!

but im used to working life.

& there is some percentage in me that says i dont wana go bck to skool.HOHHO!

but CANT!parents will be disappointed if they noe i dun wanna continue my studies.

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh uh!esp YOU!

wherever im posted to i'll have to accept it n move on.

hope the course is INTERESTING so that i wont haf to cabut class.haha!jk!

whatever it is i'll juz haf to look forward,no point looking back.

liked SM said.so yea.

im good yo=)

2008-01-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

i tot after getting my o lvl results

will be a relief for me.

but i aint right yo.

haha.

its not abt the points i get

but choosing the courses are such a big headache for me.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

not sad or anitink abt my results act.

coz i've expected to fail 4 subjects.

but i fail only 2(maths&science).wat a shocked mann.

haha.

i tink im happy abt my results but not the ppl arnd me.

juz dun get it

i tot they will be happy if im happy.

but they're thinking the another way.tts what i feel.

ok enuf of the bull-shitting oi!

btw i've submitted my courses.

here it is ;

interior architecture-TP

architecture-SP

visual communication-TP

retail$hospitality-TP

interactive media design-TP

digital visual effects-NGEE ANN

visual communication-NYP

intergrated logistic management-SIMEI

sports management-SIMEI

event mangament-BISHAN

accounting-SIMEI

marine offshore engineering-YISHUN

n i've made a mistake.accounting shud be BISHAN.

but tpyed the wrong code=(so too bad.teehee.

anw i hope to get into visual communication or intergrated logistic management.

& maybe after the posting im gonna try to appeal

INTERGRATED EVENT MANAGEMENT IN RP.

see how the posting goes la.

lastly i hope to be in the same school as NAD=)

our choices are more alike the same.

so yea.miz toz naughty times in pri schl.haha!

2008-01-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

bought a RED PSP SLIM&LITE last sunday!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
but oni bought 2GB memory card.
haah.
nvm i will get the 4 GB one soon.
wait for the nxt pay day uh.huhu.

btw nth special on my birthday.
i spent the whole bloody day @ work.
BOOO!
how nice ryte?
haha.

tmr is BACIN CURLS b'dae.
n thicked skin her,ask me wat did i buy 4 her?
yeyayeyayeyayeya.

2007-12-30T15:40:00.000+08:00

ystd i kicked a plastic bag full of DURIANS.

pain la seyy!!!

anw now everybody seem kinda busy huh.

or is it me?

HAHA!

wa wa west.

& tmr's eve of NEW YEAR.

one of my cousin planning to watch the fireworks tmr.

BUT not yet confirm ON or not.

first of all not all of them are available(fhm2 je la uh)

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...................................................

& tmr still nid to report to work.

haiz...

boring.boring.boring.

but aftr work sure will haf FUN huh wif ms independent.haha.

jgn silent sudah.haha.

btw long tym no see AH HAI n gang.

hope they are doing fine.

2007-12-22T11:01:00.000+08:00

plan to sleep soundly n peacefully BUT THERE IS STILL DISTURBANCE!

3 "irritating ppl" tried to wake me up.

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

1st was my mom,then jubsy n lastly my grandmama...

walaowei................

on THURS went to sleep late n FRI had to go to work.

guess wat i did at work yst?

i was 'head banging' while i was doing my work.LOL.

& my eyes were like half open.

SO SLEEPY LA!

chen-teng-teng btol!

& A-KONG saw me head banging!& he laughed @ me.

hagahagahagahagahaga...!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.ltr my cousins(mom's side) coming.

BUT no idea whos coming n whos not.

so lets see ltr huh.haha.

ok for now,

wana continue sleepin9!

heh.

2007-12-19T02:32:00.000+08:00

HAWA here's the update.

haha.

comp at home BREAKDOWN!!!so irritating!!!

so HAWA, dont expect me to update often uh!hoho.

okie chrismas coming...& monday's chrismas eve.(like DUH!)haha.

so monday is my half day oi.& IM goin shangrila(duno how to spell uh) hotel for lunch with the office oldies(STAFFs)lol.

EXCITED!

but im gonna be the only teenager=( *sobsob*

but it doesnt matter coz therez gonna be alot of GOOD FOOD.ahakz!so yea.

about work ;

the first week of work was okie.but the 2nd week like getting boring.

sick of doin the same thing ,almost everday.

let me predict the upcoming week of work.

hmmmmmmmmmm.one word = BOREDOM.haha.

but i can bear all tiz.i tink.hagahagahagahaga.

& every mth therez one day tt i LIKE & will n nvr get bored during tt day.

what day is that?of coz PAY DAY la!!!

wakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakaka =D

im loving it.

cant wait for tmr!coz most of my cousins(dad's side) are coming.

LETS KECOH2 oryte!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

gtg.ADIOS!

no one knows how you feel

no one there you'd like to see

diary full of trash

it's so hard to get along with empty hands

turn around, i am here

if you want it's me you'll see

2007-12-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

Favourite colour: green, black,red
Favourite Food: anitink nice
Favourite Movie: not choosy.anitink goes
Favourite Sport: TENNIS?(bt nvr get a hold of tt racket for a long tym now)
Favourite Day of the Week: FRIDAY
Favourite Season: TROPICAL?
Favourite Ice Cream: antink tt has choco chips in it

Current...
Mood: TIRED!!!!!
Clothes: green jacket & qss pe shorts
Current Desktop: BLACK
Current Time: 9:45pm
Surroundings: a lil noisy*raudha curls on the fone + tv = NOISY! *
Current Annoyances: aching body
Current Thoughts: will the time pass fast tmr @ work?

Firsts...
First Best Friend: tkde.best buddy ade uh, RIHA!
First Crush: dont rmbr?haha.NONE la
First Movie: let me tink
First Lie: too many lies i've told
First Music: ABC?
Last Drink: lemon tea
Last Car Ride: hyundai trajet
Last Crush: hmmmmmmmm…
Last Phone Call: HAWA sitehhhhhhhh
Last CD Played: DISTURBED

Have you ever...
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: no
Have you ever broken the law: of coz. ahakz!
Have you ever been arrested: yup
Have you ever been on TV: YES 'NKF CHAMPIONS(if i dont get the title wrong) & galleri kerja'
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: nope

Random 5 things you are good at: sleeping.eat.chatting.bully others.& being NICE.wahahahaha
4 things you've done today: did the laundry.bought a sketch book.took the IBP bus.eaten.
5 People to tag: dunno la

& guess wat?i'm too tired to go on.
sorry JAY!!!=(

2007-12-08T22:08:00.001+08:00

...

at my work place,early in the morning with that tired looking face!lol
& its damn cold over there.trust me!
coz i've been visiting the toilets a several times now.ahakz!

I sent out signal flares
But no one out there seems to care
Now the voice inside my head
Is the only thing that I have left

2007-12-08T16:49:00.000+08:00

my plans after getting 'o' lvls results ;

-dont wan to go for any course tt im not interested in
just for the sick of going to POLY.
-to be in a culinary course BUT has no intentions of goin in to TP
coz its damn FAR.
but we'll see.hehe.
-maybe i wud wan to try hotel & hospitality management course at RP.
-if i got the money $,
SHATEC is the place i wana be wif no further qns asked!

so lets see where im going.
im curious myself to noe whr i would be in nxt yr.
lastlty i dont wana get in to anywhr tt has
anything got to to wif PHYSICAL FITNESS TEST!

I HATE TO SWEAT!
yes,i do!
who's with me?
wahahahahahahahahhahaha

And my friends all say that
They've never seen me smile so bright in my life
And if I tried, I couldn't replay
That smile that you placed upon my face
It's safe to say: You were my everything

2007-12-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

i enjoy today's work although there's so much things to do.
my work can be fun & frustrating sometimes.haha.
oo ya. my working hrs are not fixed la.
coz i didnt go home when i can go home.lol.
i juz haf to finish the work given to me on the day itself
so i dun haf to continue the work tmr.
in other words i dun wan my work to pile up each day.

in my eyes we're only here to bleed
but we can make something more
lets trade in our score
there are many ways of going forward
but only one way of standing still

2007-12-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

first day at work sucks.
dun ask me wat i did.
i just dunno how to explain la.haha.
& my legs are killing me!
the aching from the yesterday's marathon still "exist"!
my working hrs are from 8.30am-5.45pm.
the timing are acceptable i tink.lol.
stiLL new & blurr.
now i noe how tiring it is to work.
for now i miss all my beloved cousins.
& i admit i do miss my sec school life!

2007-12-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

todae had a "special dinner".
guess wat did i had for dinner?
my very own first & successful fish & chips.
ahakz.took a long tym to get it done though.haha.
BUT THANKS to raudha curls for helping me in the kitchen.
menu of the day ;
fish&chips
sotong ring
coleslaw
& of course fries.
all the above are personally made by me.
my very own recipe oi.haha.

2007-12-02T15:05:00.000+08:00

today
i had to wake at 4.30am coz my aunt picking me up at 5.30am.
& i oni had less den 2 hrs of sleep coz i sleep at 3.45am.
juz to go for the standard charted marathon run!
TWO WORDS TO DESCRIBE THE MARATHON ; damn tired!
but it was quite an experience for me.
was suppose to do the 1/2 marathon which is 21 km.
but after 5km,i started to have some difficulty in breathing.
& have to breathe heavily.
so end up doin 10km oni.hehe.
which took me approximately 1.50hrs.
for first timer ok la.right?haha.
long time nvr run u noe.
now my whole body achin & tmr is my first day at work.
wonder how it gonna be.haha.
8.30am must report la seyy.
baaaaaaaaaaah.
adios!

2007-11-29T12:20:00.000+08:00

today raudha curls ; gone to KL,
ju ; went to skool
parents ; working(duhh)
& guess what,
im ALONE at home wif my dear grandmama.
no life at home la.so quiet.
it feels that im sort of in the library.haha.
baaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.
& whats more gotta do all the housework.
so tiring but it can be FUN sometimes.haha.
im so damn happy that ILA is coming today
to accompany & help me,i guess.heeee.
she is one KECOH kid.
when shes here the place will automatically be KECOH!
eventhough its just the two of us.
wuhooo.
cant wait for her arrival!ahakz.
btw atikahh biler nk dtg,CHILL.
its been so long since i last see u.
5:21 ; guess wat??!!after long hours of waiting iLA decided not to come.
she said her legs are aching.arrggggghhh!
BUT nvm.
its just my luck.heh.

what I've learnt
it's found within

it leaves me feeling new.
& there's something to the way I feel,
i try to work it out.

2007-11-24T11:17:00.000+08:00

i just came bck from KL ystd.
it was A FUN & ENJOYABLE one yo.
i had fun wif my dearest kuzzies.

& here are are some pics;
(the rest of the pics is wif HAWA.haha)

me & hawa

riha & hawa

buddy & me

us again
ME

riha

HARUN

riha & hawa

buddy!

chilling

p.s most of the pics is wif hawa.

2007-11-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

o levels are going to be over soon.finally free from stress.

haha.

i tot i cud enjoy all i wan after my o's

but im wrong.

coz i have to "replace" my maid when she go home for one month.

haizzzz.

juz my luck.

so FRIEnDs

im so sorry if i can go out wif u all!!!

i have to take care of my grandmama at home.

i hope u guys can understand the situation im in aite.

but luckily b4 my maid go home

im goin KL with my dear kuzzies=)(20th nov)

& there will be a class chalet on 14th of nov.

& i really hope to find one day to go out with ah hai & geng!

(whenever i wana go out with dem there is always sth tt comes my way & i hate it!)

2007-11-02T20:29:00.001+08:00

found this picture in my com.haha.i tink its funny!!!
memories of us being the "anak2" model when i was young.
if you guys have read the "ibu & anak" magazine,you'll probably see us.LOL.
btw can u guess which one is me?haha
(btw this picture was taken after all the serious shoot.hehe)

well today was BIOLOGY ppr.
im not sure if i can make it.
but hopefully i will make it coz i didnt leave any spaces BLANK!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee.lol.
yay!o lvls goin to end real soon!!!!!
3 more papers to go!!!
im still holding on yo.
wahahahahahahahaa

2007-11-01T22:02:00.001+08:00

MEET THE HIP HOP BABY;
HAIKAL =)

& the chubby

2007-11-01T20:58:00.001+08:00

i've done total of 10 sketches & 5 developmets.
BUT heres some of them.

2007-10-30T18:27:00.000+08:00

NEW PICTURES + OLD PICTURES
= HAPPY TIMES

2007-10-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

Today was ENGLISH paper 1 and 2.
i think my compo is a total BULLSHIT.haha
but paper 2 was alright.heh.
Today hadMATHS paper 1 too.
3 papers in a row!
in the morning my eyes were tired and sleepy!
during the english paper i almost fall asleep.HAHA!
BUT i managed to keep myself awake(luckily mann)
& today my stomach was giving me PROBLEMS.
cant really concentrate but i somehow manage to do the papers!
ok done.
Btw tomorrow i have MATHS ppr 2 and ART
some words are better to be left unspoken...hoho!

Can you design living through hell and back again?

It's the life that's killing you!
two words ; Walk away?

you're the ghost that haunts me.
I swear this heart was made of stone.
I wont pretend that everything's alright when its not.

2007-10-24T17:47:00.000+08:00

today was my CHEMISTRY PPR!

i must say last year's ppr was easier!

i had no time finishing the ppr.

i was in a HURRY when doing the ppr.

i duno y.so dont ask!
maybe the atmosphere in the hall made me SCARED & all.u noe...haha
im concentrating more on my
POA ppr 2 n maths ppr!
ok got to GO!
tmr is my GEOGRAPHY PPR.

i need to study!
i wanna do better for my O's!

2007-10-24T17:34:00.001+08:00

these are some pictures taken on MONDAY,22 november

FUN=)

US @ SEOUL GARDEN

US AT STARBUCKS
FERUZ HAD NTH TO DO!haha

SIEW YAN & ME

2007-10-18T16:41:00.000+08:00

TODAY was science practical.
im not sure if i can pass this practical ppr :-s
but its ok:)theres more ppr coming up.
& i shall put in more effort in studying
& memorising all those "shits".wahahaaha.

my aims;

MATHS - B4
SCIENCE - C6
ENGLISH - B4
MALAY - A2
ART - A1
HUMANITIES - C6
POA - B4

but one thing.im not good at memorising!!!
i tend to forget things EASILY=(
but i guess its all up to me.
its whether i want it or not.heh.
whatever its is,
i WILL give it my BEST SHOT!

i still thinks im in playful mode.oooopppss.

2007-10-15T08:44:00.000+08:00

wahh.HARI RAYA SO TIRING!
last two days went visiting for collections of green packets.
wahahahaahahhahahahaha.

1st day of raye arrived home arnd 2.00am!
it was a long day!not tt fun as last yr.so ye.
THE ONI THING TT IS fun WAS ALL the funny things
tt we tok abt/happened in the car.
i was in the car with ILA,KHALIQ,JU,UNCLE RAHIM(joker!)& wife,
and lastly my DAD.

2nd day arrived home abit earlier,arnd 11.00pm.
2nd day sucks coz my stomach was giving me PROBLEMS!
& 2nd day went visiting without ILA's fam.
so it was like,not tt happening!
however it was a little FUN
coz atikahh's dad was funny & i must say lame too.
haha x)

ok tts all;BLISTER BLISTER & MORE BLISTER
myhopesarenotashighasbeforecozyousayi'llgotoITE!
&idontbelieveYOUactuallysaytt!
sodontblamemeifimonlyqualifyforITE!

2007-10-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

got back results slip today!
& this are my actual prelim results

L1R5 40
L1R4 29

not surprised at all!heh.

maybe its time for me to get serious,
& stop fooling around with those jokes and all!=]
oya!
i shld also take all the scoldings i get from my teachers
seriously too.ahakz!
(whenever i get scoldings,
i will automatically smile& start to giggle;
i myself dunnoe y sia.haha.)
maybe its just my nature.=] hehe

btw last tues i received my 'o' lvl art p2.
i've chosen UNWANTED as my theme.
well,i started doing my
brainstorming,artist research,resources
(all partially done,in other words its incomplete)
& i've done 3 sketches out of 10.
7 more to go.heeeeee.
i want to finish my ART asap
so tt i can concentrate on my other subjects

2007-10-06T20:55:00.001+08:00

FOOTSTEPS THAT WERE LEFT BEHIND
GOOD TIMES

MEET HAWA
THEM

ILA & RIHA

ZATY & JU

JU & ILA

FUN

JOY

LAUGHTER

MODELS?

AT PENISULAR

SMILE

ONE MORE TIME

HAPPY MOMENTS

HIGH ON SUGAR?haha

CANDID!

WHAT?!

ME & RIHA

US AT VIVO
ILA HAS TURNED INTO A HULK -_-"

CANDID!

POSE FOR THE CAMERA!

2007-10-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

TODAY had tones of FUN!
we CAMWHORED a little.
kla im so tired. just came back la seyy.
btw i will upload the pics tmr ya.
hehe.

2007-10-04T17:15:00.000+08:00

ystd didnt touched the COMPUTER at all coz
i was at BUKIT BATUK with my cousins
studying chemistry.
ms RIHA had tought me the BASIC of chemistry
& now i understand abit about chemistry.
haha.then we BUKE at HAWA's hse.
her mom cooked several dishes.
DELICIOUS la seyy.
hahahahahahhahahaha.
oo ya,i remembered sth FUNNY happened ystd!
me,ILA & RIHA went to the wrong hse!
so paiseh!
we said "assalammualaikum(peace upon you)" a couple of times
but to no avail.
den ILA started knocking the door.
suddenly an old chinese woman opened the door.
& RIHA was like,
"ermmm...SORRY WRONG HSE..."
we walked away & laughed.
haha.so yea.

btw today had to stayback for maths.
no mood to study coz of the HOT weather today!
so went off arnd 4.
kla im done with my talking.
& im so sleepy!
wanna sleep!
bye!

BTW CANT WAIT FOR TMR!
MEETING MOST OF MY COUSINS!
wuuuuhooooooo!

2007-10-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

maybe im gonna stop blogging till o level ends=(
so yea.haha.wanna concentrate on my o level uh!
i've done super badly for PRELIMS.
its a wake up call to me oi!ahakz.
really need to work doubly hard.

btw, today after ss xtra class
celebrated TINGTING's b'dae.a WET one i must say.haha!
it was FUN though=)
den after that atiqah,cons,tingting & jia liang went home.
so left weiling,siew yan,isyak & me.
we sat in the canteen & started talking about our DIFFERENT religion.
it was quite an interesting one!
arnd 5 plus we all went home.

2007-10-01T22:32:00.001+08:00

i got back some of my results.
& it was super badly done la.

SOCIAL STUDIES 23/50
GEOGRAPHY 9/50
MALAY 67/100
BIO (written ppr) 13/65
BIO (practical) 5.5/15
CHEM/BIO (MCQ) 17/40
CHEM(written ppr) 8/65
ENG 57/100
POA 40/100
ART ???yet to know

this is only PRELIMs.how about o lvl ?!
will my results be as SIMILAR as my PRELIMS results?
alot of qns running tru my head now.
okie im done.no mood to tpye further=(
adios!

2007-09-30T20:19:00.001+08:00

i saw a DEAD cat on the road this morning!

but that is not digusting yet.
let me tell you wat i saw beside the DEAD body of the cat,
ITS THE INTESTINES OF THE CAT THAT I SAW TOO!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwww!
GROSS MAN!i wanted to carry its body to the side of the road
so it doesnt get ROLLED OVER by any vehicle that is on the run its too disgusting!
i bet you will leave it too(x

at about 1pm i was back at home.
then half an hour later SAIFUL came.
watched RV then after that fall asleep till 5pm plus.haha.
"booooring sak,boring sak," keep mumbling to myself.haha.
so decided to play CAROM with SAIFUL.
played a few games TILL its time to BUKE.
i GTG now.
i WANNA watch PRESIDENT STAR CHARITY!
till then,

2007-09-29T15:01:00.000+08:00

nothing to do so decided to BLOG.haha.
today is not HAPPENING at all for me.aarrgghh!
BORING DAY!im gonna be at home all day,i guess=(
suppose to JOIN ah hai and the gang today.
but cant make it coz parents not in town
so im NOT suppose to leave the hse=(
booo...!this sucks...
actually even if dere are in town,
not gurantee 100% i can join them oso x)
coz weekends are usually reserved for FAMILY day.
now im starting to tink tt im soooo "family tpye" of person!AHAKZ!
SO is tt a GOOD thing or a BAD thing?wahahahahaha.

btw i cant wait for o level to END!so STRESS oi.
tell you the truth im NOT ready for o level!
aaaaaa!less than a month to store all the info in my brain!
so much things to be done and yet, so little time.
IF I PASS MY O LEVEL,im planning to take CULINARY course
but dont noe which poly to go.any suggestions guys?
planning to go SHATEC but parents dont allow coz of some reasons=(
& IF i fail.......................
maybe ITE or RETAKE my o level.
so tts what i have in mind,currently.

2007-09-28T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today had POA ppr 1.i came 15 mins after the ppr start.
Luckily had time to FINISH the ppr.pheeeeew!
FINALLY prelim's OVER oi!haha.
after skool accompany HAIDER to QUEENSWAY shopping centre
with ee-shark.
found the shoe that he wanted to buy but NO SIZE.too bad...haha.
better luck next time ya.hehe.
after that went HOME and WATCH "dead silence".
then SLEEP until buke!so yea.
ok,im DONE for now.

2007-09-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

woo.finally got my very own and first BLOG!haha.
LINK me people.hehe.
ooya.actually i dont really noe how to use this blog thingy.
but as time pass i will learn and pick up from dere.haha!

TODAY's CHAPTER ;
well,todae was so BORING!
art ppr was so long!3hrs!
imagine,3hrs of drawing and shading.
sian uh i tell you.

after skool went home straight away coz i have to meet RIHA at YEW TEE
to get GEOGRAPHY notes from her.
we had a short & enjoyable conversation!
haha!btw while waiting for RIHA,i saw B!but she didnt see me.
so yea.arnd 5.45pm i went home.
by the time i reach home,it was time to BUKE!huhu.
after buke watch 'takleh angkat beb!'
ee-shark lend me the dvd.it was so damn FUNNY.
after watching i irritated my sis by say,"mengamok npk.mengamok npk."
den she was like,"diam la!irritating sak!"
hahahahaha.
thats all for today!
& tmr is my last ppr,POA!YES UH!